|
|
I'm not very good at addressing situations like these but I'm gonna give it a shot. It has taken me a few days to calm down and think how much we take for granted. Children have always been a big part of my life my mother worked on OB in the Hospital where I live. She passed 6 months after retiring to cancer. She was present in the delivry room for all my children as well as my brother and 2 of 3 sisters. She was known for all the angel gowns she made for babys they knew their days were numbered. She held many a baby off the clock to the end. I have been following Little Mackenzie's progress reports and praying for the best. Even though I have never met the baby or the mom I could feel the support and love from the family and somewhat felt a part of them in my heart. I will always remember following her and knowing she was not alone when she departed. She was loved and touched the hearts of many following her. My thoughts and prayers to the Family George Dear Megan, I can't believe we both have lost our precious daughters to this awful disease. My heart aches & I feel so empty & hollow inside. It does comfort me to know that Sophia & Mackenzie have each other to play with. I hope we both will find the strength to overcome our loses & live normally again. Feel free to contact me anytime... love LIZA THIS A MESSAGE TO ALL OF MACKENZIES FAMILY MAY GOT BLESS ALL OF YOU AND SPEAR YOU OF SOME THE PAIN YOU ARE GOING THREW.I HAVE BEEN BEEN READING ON LIL MACKENZIES STORY AS MY BEST FRIENDS DAUGHTER DAKOTA ALSO PASSED 6 MONTHS AGO TO THE SAME HORRIBLE RHABDOID CANCER AND DAKOTA IS AN ANGEL ALONG WITH MACKENZIE!EVERY DAY I TRY TO FIND THE WORDS TO SAY TO MY FRIENDS MICHELLE TO TAKE SOME OF THE PAIN AWAY BUT THE TRUTH IS THE ONLY THING THAT WILL EVER HELP HER IS KNOWING THAT HER BABY NO LONGER SUFFERS AND SHE WILL BE HER IN HEAVEN AGAIN AS YOU WILL WITH BEAUTIFUL MACKENZIE!! I happen to go to school with Justin Jenkins and was made aware of your situation through him. Certain things burdern my heart, but this has been in my forethoughts most days. I lost my son, Seth Patrick, February 10, 1995. I had hoped against hope that you would not find yourself in the very small and unwanted club that we parents who have lost children are members of, but the one thing that almost all of us know...God's grace is suffcient even when we are not. I told Justin and I will also say here; it is never a joyous club to be a member of, however for those of us who have been in it, we find our way through it, in our own muddled way. We all know....I know that empty space in your chest right now that feels like it is going to explode and the feeling of not knowing just what to do next. Don't let the black envelope you, don't let the tiredness take you down...tempting as it is to just let it swollow you up. If you ever feel like you need to talk with someone who has been through what you are going through you can contact me through the email or through Justin. As horrible as all this is, as painful as it is, and as much as you truly do not want to hear it, time truly does heal. Just measure you days, right now in minutes between crying....soon it will be hours...then days....and just keep on keeping on. My thoughts and prayers as well as my whole church's are with you and your family. Kyra Bradley I did not know you, but too lost a little baby that I loved, my nephue Markiss. He was three months old when he passed. He also is resting at pollard cemetary, not too far from your precious baby. He would be almost three now, and I know he will watch over you sweet baby girl. I recently moved close to the cemetary, so I could visit my sweet baby boy frequently. Mackenzie's carrige was the most prescious thing I ever saw. Perfect for a little princess. I send you my prayers, and deepest condolences for I know your pain. God bless you and your family. Markiss's aunt LaLa I know that there is no words to help you right now Megan , being a mother myself I do not know how you have done it you are a strong and loving mother. I know this because you have a great family and know that Mackenzie as gone to heaven she will not be alone she will have her papaw and mamaw Williams and papaw Alvin (alvie) and uncle Denny and uncle Wes to look after her , she was a lucky girl to have a mother as lovin as you. Missie Hillard Newberry and family i am so sorry to hear about ur little girl!! god bless you...my thoughts and prayers are with you and ur family! ♥always... jennifer miles!! Megan, I heard the terrible news today. I can not begin to tell you how sorry and heart broken I am for you and your family. Please know that I am praying for you. I pray that God gives you peace in knowing that your precious baby is now with Him, Happy and Smiling and no longer in pain. She will be looking down from Heaven and Smiling just knowing what a Wonderful Mother she had on Earth and she will be waiting for you, Happy and Healthy! Always know that you are in my thoughts and prayers. God Bless, Lacey Johnson- ETCH I AM TERRIBLY SORRY TO HEAR ABOUT THE BABY.I COULD NOT IMAGINE WHTA YOU ARE GOING THROUGH.MY PRAYERS ARE WITH YOU.I WAS WANTING TO LET MACKENZIE'S MOM KNOW THAT I AM GREATLY SORRY.ALSO MY MOTHER IN LAW HAS POLYCYSTIC KIDNEY DISAESE AND THIS ALSO SOUND ALOT LIKE IT.PEOPLE USUALLY DEVELOPE IT WHEN THEY ARE BORN OR WHEN THEY ARE OLDER WHEN THEY ARE 30-40YRS OLD.IT IS HERITITARY.IT SOUNDS JUST LIKE THIS.IT IS TUMORS THAT SPREAD TO THE KIDNEY,LIVER LUNGS AND SO ON.PLEASE JUST TELL HER TO READ A ARTICLE ABOUT THIS B/C HER OR THE DAD COULD HAVE IT AND SHE WOULD WANT TO KNOW IF SHE HAS IT OR NOT PROBABLY.THEY CAN DO TEST TO TELL IF YOU HAVE IT.MY HUSBAND HAD THE TEST DONE AND HE DIDN'T HAVE IT.BUT I AM DEAPLY SORRY AND PLEASE TELL HER ABOUT THIS. YOU CAN EMAIL ME BACK AND I WILL GIVE YOU MY # IF YOU WOULD LIKE OT KNOW MORE.. SUNNY Dear Megan, My heart goes out to you as we both are now sitting in the same situation. Only yesterday we were told our daughter only has a few more hours or days left. It is the worst feeling in the world, knowing our precious babies are going to be leaving us. I wish I could comfort you in some way, I pray Sophia & Mackenzie will join each other in heaven & leave this world peacefully. Take care. Love LIZA http://www.caringbridge.org/visit/sophiatrue Hello I just wanted to let you guys know that I will keep Mackenzie, and your family in your thought and prayers. Good luck to Megan to. I don't know how she can deal with this with out her daughters father. May god bless. Holly I would like for you to k,ow that my family and church has been praying for your "Little Angle." The Bible says that His ways are higher then our ways, ans His thoughts higher then our thoughts, I know God had a special plan for this babies life. You will always be in our prayers. From a stranger that prays in Kentucky. Megan - October 25, 2007 I've been having you & Mackenzie on my heart & mind a lot. I just wanted you to know that mom has asked everyone to remember you & Mackenzie in prayer. I just was hoping to leave you some encouragement that you were mentioned again as prayer requests. Just knowing people know to pray for you guys I hope helps in some way. I love you all. Even though we just met over the phone I hope you know that I really care. God bless, Love, Megan Lee I am sending my prayers to your family and little mackenzie every day!I pray for healing and comfort as she battles this terrible disease. Hello I am friends with megan. I went to school with her and we even attended each others baby showers. She had Mackenzie right after i had my little boy and this is devistating. I have tried calling the hospital but no one is ever in the waiting room for me to talk to. I want to go up there to be there for Megan and her mother but i dont want to intrude either. I have been traveling around with my husband with work, so i have been unable to attend any of the events. I will donate money though! Tell megan stacey said she loved her and she wishes her the best, she is so strong! Tell her amber ward wants to be there for her also but she dosent feel shes strong enough to support megan right now because of where her sister died from cancer she dosent know if she can go through it! If i can do anything let me know! Im praying for her! Cindy, My name is Becky (Roberts) Walker. I lived next door to Pam, Jimmy, David, Megan, and Robbie for several years. I babysat Megan and Robbie, so they were like my kids! I just found out about Mackenzie last night through my parents. I am saddened much more by it all because I myself have five kids, the youngest (Maegan) being five months old. I cannot fathom the pain Megan is going through right now. I am praying for all of you. May God give you all strength and may He heal baby Mackenzie! To Megan: I am praying for God to keep you in His perfect peace through it all. Thank you, Cindy, for keeping this site going! It has meant so much to so many. I can tell this from reading all of the posts. Hi. My name is Stephanie. I just found out about your little girl on myspace. It broke my heart and it gave me cold chills. I faught back tears the more I read the article. When I hear about things like this dealing with baby's it has always made me feel bad and all, but this sweet little girl touched my heart, and I say that for a few reasons. I am 20 years old and I also have a 4 month old baby girl. She was born on May 31, 2007. She weighed 7lbs and 8 oz, and was 20 and a half inches long. Although she is healthy, just knowing how close her and Mackenzie are in birth date, weight,and length just sent chills up my spine. My heart goes out to your whole family. No baby deserves to go through what that little soul has gone through already. Me and my family are hoping to come to the fund raiser and silent auction. God Bless you all. And Mommy be strong, you have so many woman our age that are going through similar problems that you are and you are being so strong. You are giving such a great example of what a mother that loves her baby is and what it looks like. Hang in there darling. Best of wishes Stephanie Dieter Megan This is Jeanie that knew you from Kitt's Cafe. I saw Mackenzie:s at Kitts ,this is the first time I have ever seen a photo of her and she is beautiful just like you. I want you & your Family to know that my Family & I have been Praying for you and Mackenzie ever since we found out that she was so sick. We gave a donation in the jar at Kitt's also . I have not seen you since you had to stop working before the baby was born but I ask about you all the time and was so happy for you when the baby was born. I know God has blessed you ,it may be for just a little while here on earth but it will be forever in Heaven. Remember we love you & You are in our Prayers and you are on our Prayer line at North Acres Baptist Church and at Old Beverly Baptist and about 5 more Churhes, Love & Prayers Jeanie Humphrey My prayers have been constant since the news from yesterday. My heart is acheing for Meghan and Mackenzie. Mackenzie and Meghan are all I can think about right now. My thoughts and my prayers are just totally consumed with them and thier family for the past 24 hours. Please let me know as soon as you can how they are doing? Even though I have never met them I feel such a connection to them. Like I have known them a long time. Maybe it is due to the near loss of my son at 4 days old that I can understand even a small portion of what Meghan might be feeling through all this. Please let her know that my thoughts are with her and that my prayers have been constant for her and Mackenzie. This is from Jennifer Kilburn we emailed each other on my other email a few times. Please let her know that I am desperatly praying for her. Thank you. Love always in Christ, Jennifer Kilburn Hello Cindy, I wanted to make a request on my behalf. I would be deeply in your debt if you could read this Mackenzie for me: Dear Mackenzie, I’m sorry I’m unable to deliver these words to you in person, but be assured that I have thought about you every day since your name was passed to me, which was essentially from the beginning of your beautiful life, and as such I’ve been with you ever since. I know your ephemeral time here with your mommy has been difficult, but I wanted you to know that I, like many, have done my best to assuage them for you. Moreover, you should know that you have done more for me than anyone I’ve ever known. The love & reverence I posses for you undoubtedly parallels that of which I have for my own little girls. This is why it’s with great torment that I have to say goodbye and let you go into the next phase of your life. While I and many others will be with you I want you to know that it’s ok to be afraid, Mackenzie. Just know that you’re not alone & that you never will be. If you need me just reach out and I’ll be there. Love, Daniel
I just wanted to let you know that I have finally submitted the donation from Madison and Cassidee Andrews. They took it upon themselves to raise money at school(Hawkins Elementary School) for Mackenzie. They raised just a little over 200.00 and most of that was change. I finally got it all rolled and we hope that it helps even in the smallest of ways. We are all praying for you in Hawkins County. When my mom came in from work, I told her of the latest news. We have said another prayer for Mackenzie. We know the Lord is her only hope - as always. We know he has plans for Mackenzie but we will continue to pray that she will overcome this horrible disease that has taken over her body. I know this is not much to offer - but is there anything we can do? Is there any hope/chance of sending Mackenzie to M D Anderson in Texas (I believe that it one of the states that they are in)? Please don't ever lose site that we know what you are going through. I had a very bad beginning when I was born and struggled for many years with sickness. My mom has walked in the same shoes that Pam and Megan are in. I know at times like these it's hard to find the right words or any words for that matter because the words cannot out weigh the current situation or ease the pain. I keep telling you over/over again, that we are there for you on anything because we know 1st hand what it is like to be fighting against horrible odds. Please feel strong and know that you have the most supportive people behind you and that Mackenzie has made a HUGE impression on many many people across the US and continues to do so. God Bless, Lesley I am so sorry to hear about Mackenzie. Her Mother must be devistated, as well as the rest of the family. I will continue praying for Mackenzie, Megan, and the family. I first heard about Mackenzie on the news and I went to her webpage and fell in love with this little doll. She is so beautiful. Megan must be very proud. I have a 7 month old little boy and I cannot imagine what Megan has and continues to go through. If there is anything I can do please let me know. I know I'm sorry doesn't help but I want you all to know that that I am thinking and praying for you. Wendy Taylor OUTSTANDING NEWS!!! I am so happy to hear that the breathing tube has been removed and moved into her own regular room. How did she do today? I am just so thankful about how well Mackenzie has done. The army of prayers has definitely paid off!! I know the news today and how Mackenzie was doing this morning eases Pam and Megan. I know they feel that some of the bricks are starting to come off their shoulders. I will be sure to let everyone down here know how she is doing! Thank you once again for keeping us all updated! Hi Megan. I am one of Alex Norwoods friends and when he told me about Mackenzie I automatically put her in my prayers! I want you to know that I will keep praying and I will have hope for you and Little Mackenzie! Love, Jillian Hi. You don't know me but I get Kermit Easterling's emails and I saw the fundraiser for your Mackenzie. My name is Christa Bailey and I have a son that was diagnosed with neuroblastoma in May of this year. He was 17 months old and they said there is no cure for this cancer. I understand what you guys are going through. My husband was stationed in Cuba and during the diagnosis part I was all alone at the hospital. I just got my other son out of the NICU (he was born a month premature) and then this cancer diagnosis. It is hard to deal with. God has been with us though and kept us strong. My husband got home the following week and has been home ever since on leave of absence. Donovan Bailey (he is on the carepages too but I havent updated as much as you have since I have 4 children other than him) is my baby and he has responded quite well to treatments so far. We just pray everyday that God will make him one of the 50% that survive this disease. I will be praying for Mackenzie and all of the family. It is hard but we can do ALL things through Christ who strengthens us. God Bless you! Christa Bailey I have asked my mother if she would bake one of her famous gourmet cheesecakes to be auctioned at Mackenzie's dinner and she said that she would love too. It would be 3-4 pounds and serve 12 generous slices. The flavor would be NY Style Pumpkin Cognac Cheesecake. If you are interested please let me know. The cakes generally would retail for around $40-$50. Jenny Shreeve This latest news on Mackenzie is so positive. I'm so excited to hear the news. I HOPE that the breathing tube can be removed and that she be put in her own room. That alone will help her to get better. Please let me know of the news from the CT-Scan. Has Mackenzie's fever gone down any? I guess with everything she has been through, she will run a fever. I am so very optimistic that she will beat this!! Please keep me posted on any news - if you do not mind! Thanks, Lesley Megan, Hey this is Brittany. Troy and Shelia Mcmahan's daughter. I hope you remember me. I just wanted to tell you that little mackenzie,you,and your family are in my thoughts and prayers. Alot of times in our lives circumstances come up and we can't seem to ever understand why God allows them to happen. Just remember in the midst of your storm hold on because God will bring you through. You just have to trust in Him and lay all your struggles in His hands. There is a christian song out called "through the fire" and it has gotten me through so many things in my life. The chorus says," He never promised that the cross would not get heavy and the hill would not be hard to climb, He never offered our victories without fighting,but He said help would always come in time. Just remember when your standing in the valley of decisions and the advisery says give in,just HOLD ON our LORD will show up,and HE WILL TAKE YOU THROUGH THE FIRE AGAIN. On behalf of me mom and dad, we say you are all in our prayers and hearts everyday. If there is ever anything you need please don not hesisate to contact us. God Bless you all. Love, Troy,Shelia,and Brittany Hello Cindy. This is you neighbor Jenny Shreeve again. I just want to personally thank you for taking the time to update this page. I check it several times a day for word on her well being. I am praying specifically for a miracle, I know it can happen. I cannot wait for the day you post the update that her cancer has gone into remission. I know the Lord can do this, I just know it! Thank you again. Please let Mackenzie, Megan and the rest of the family know that they have been in our thoughts and prayers since we heard of Little Mac last weekend. We are from Alabama and Mac's story has touched us so much. Please share with everyone that they are not alone in this fight. God Bless You!! Nancy and Lesley Calvert Warrior, AL I am so sorry to hear that your baby has cancer. I have went to the altar at my church, Calvary Baptist, of White Pine and everyone joined me and we prayed that God would heal your precious baby. We also pray for strength for you and your family. May God always bless you and keep you. We are praying every day and won't stop. We love you, Myra Samples My name is Wendy Taylor and I just want to say that this little girl has touched my heart. I am praying for her and her family. Please know that my thoughts & prayers are with Little Mackenzie & all of her family. I live in Matthews Estates beside Martha Robinson, so please feel free to call on me if I can be of any assistance in ANY way! Martha shared Mackenzie's story with me in person the other day, & now has passed around Little Mackenzie's website so please know there are many people praying for Gods will. May God be with Little Mackenzie! Penny Horton Megan, I hope you are holding up well. I cannot imagine what you are going through right now. I hope your baby girl will be 100% ok, and I pray she will be. If you need someone to just talk to, please feel free to call. I don't know if it would be any help, but even if you just need someone to vent to, please do not hesitate. Stay strong, and if you need a shoulder to cry on I am there for you. I wish your daughter and you the best. Andy I heard about your baby from the newpaper and the internet here. I live in Dandridge, Tennessee. If there is anything you need that I might be able to help with please let me know. I have two children and nearly lost my son 4 days after he was born. But, God was gracious and my son is now two years old. I will keep you and your family in my prayers. Your daughter is beautiful and God has truly blessed you with such a wonderful little baby. HEY I USED TO GO TO SCHOOL WITH YOU, MY NAME USED TO BE JENNIFER MURRAY NOW IT'S JENNIFER BALLARD, BUT I WAS JUST WONDERING IF YOU ALL ARE GOING TO BE AT THE DANDRIDGE FOOD CITY SATURDAY THE 25TH CAUSE I WORK THERE......LET ME KNOW.....YOU ALL WILL DEFINATELY BE IN MY PRAYERS....I HAVE A LITTLE GIRL AND I DON'T KNOW WHAT I WOULD DO IF SOMETHING HAPPENED LIKE THIS.....YOU ARE SO STRONG TO BE ABLE TO DEAL WITH THIS......JUST REMEMBER HAVE FAITH IN THE LORD AND ANYTHING IS POSSIBLE..... TALK TO YOU LATER LOVE JENN Megan, You know that all of us at Kitts Cafe are keeping you in our hearts and prayers. We are asking for donations for items to have a garage sale at the cafe. We will have the sale at the cafe on a Saturday & I will let you know when we set the date. Love and hugs, Joyce & family Saw your story in Land Rovers forums sending a donation and will post at work. Stay strong and pray for the best. George David and Cindy, Hello. I heard about Mackenzie's plight on the myspace page for Grandslam Pizza. We would like to know how we can help in anyway. I noticed your address above and we also live in Matthew's Estate, on ST. Jordan (221). Will you be having a Sweet Tea at the Dandridge Food City? Could you please tell us the times? We would also like to be kept informed of any other fundraisers etc. Thank you for the information, look forward to talking with you. Anthony and Jenny Shreeve Hello David and Cindy, I have sent out a "Pledge Challenge" on myspace. I have pledge $25 a month for 6 months. My daughter and her family lives on St.Jordan Dr. Take care and tell Mackenzie's mom their in our prayers. Connie im sry if there is anything i can do to help u guys just email me and u guys will be in my prayers I just wanted to let you know that I have started a collection jar at work to try and help out in anyway that I can. I will keep in touch to see when I can get this to you. MY heart is breaking for all of you and I pray every day to make things better. Thank you for the updates of Mackenzie when you all are going though so much. Please let us know what we can do if you need anything. Thanks again Audrey My wife and I wanted to send you our thoughts and prayers from our family to yours. I work with Chuck at Astec and he has been keeping us informed of what is happening with your little Mackenzie and her struggles. He has told us of your strength and perseverance through this time and how little Mackenzie has mirrored that very same strength in her fight. Please know she has a lot of folks praying and thinking of her. My wife and I lost our twins in January of this year so we are praying extra hard for you as little Mackenzie fights to get through this. Our Thoughts and Prayers, Carl & Brooke Seeliger Hi my name is Tonia my thoughts and prays go out to you and your daughter Mackenzie. She is a very beautiful little girl And I hope that every thing turns out for the better please keep me updated and I'm going to try and send a donation to you and your family also I'm a friend of Brandy Balthis My deepest thoughts for Mackenzie and your family Tonia Collins I work at UT Medical Center, I wish I had known about you and your little girl while you all where at UT. I've been in your shoes, a little, with my little boy. Our home was Children's at one point as well. Be strong and put it in God's hands. God bless you and your family!!! We love you!!! This is Joyce's grandson, Robert. Please let Megan know that we are thinking of her and Mackenzie. I just sent a small paypal donation, and I shared this story with some fellow Land Rover friends as well. Much love.. Robert, Jill, and Trevor Sublett |
|